It'll all work out eventually.
1. I'm starting to think that a full year may be too long to stay in Henniker.
2. I'm starting to think that month long leases are good ideas, especially when you have a sudden desire to flee to a new state, new life.
3. Maybe I'm really more gypsy than I thought. Who knows. Take what you can, give nothing back.
4. I've been a bit unstable of late, emotionally all over the place. I used to be so solid. I could handle anything and just handle. Once upon a time I could handle. I think these swings are because I continually find myself handed the things I want, and after deciding I am happiest I've ever been... they leave. Or they are taken. And a torrent of confusion and shame and embarrassment are loosed into my heart and I want to forget it ever happened. There was a perfect apartment, now taken from us. There was a once in a life time opportunity... he left. I'm afraid I feel too much too hard.
5. I work in town at a little restaurant where I'm enjoying myself more than I should.
6. Still no license but there will be.
7. Anxiety is an excellent diet.
8. I have a new nephew and can't wait to meet him.
2. I'm starting to think that month long leases are good ideas, especially when you have a sudden desire to flee to a new state, new life.
3. Maybe I'm really more gypsy than I thought. Who knows. Take what you can, give nothing back.
4. I've been a bit unstable of late, emotionally all over the place. I used to be so solid. I could handle anything and just handle. Once upon a time I could handle. I think these swings are because I continually find myself handed the things I want, and after deciding I am happiest I've ever been... they leave. Or they are taken. And a torrent of confusion and shame and embarrassment are loosed into my heart and I want to forget it ever happened. There was a perfect apartment, now taken from us. There was a once in a life time opportunity... he left. I'm afraid I feel too much too hard.
5. I work in town at a little restaurant where I'm enjoying myself more than I should.
6. Still no license but there will be.
7. Anxiety is an excellent diet.
8. I have a new nephew and can't wait to meet him.