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i pretty much am overly over-whelmed with summer school crap. i have so much effing homework to do, but thats understandable. but...UGH. lol i didnt even fail the course and im doing this much work.
meh. pollard and robbie definitely keep me sane though. im so happy they're there. :D
my parents are now gone for three weeks. three weeks is a pretty long time to be alone in this house- i cant really go anywhere cause i have summer school for the next two weeks. it gets lonely. lol :(
i have this tendancy to get jealous really easily. not a hateful jealousy, just a "why cant i be like that" jealously. its a major weakness for me and im definitely working on it. cause i always seem to feel like im being compared to someone.. all the time. which is sort of true, but im probably making everything more negative. but i dont want to be like that anymore- but its hard to get out of the habit. so today was one of those days lol feeling like i have to add up to a certain...standard, almost. i wonder if anyone in this world is actually genuinely happy with who they are. thats pretty sad to think about it
last month pollard did this thing where you post all the things people can say about you- i participated, it was fun.
but now lets do a version where you post all your GOOD qualities and the things you are proud of. and i swear, i will kick each and every one of your asses if you dont post. be arrogant! :D :)
das vi dania
<3
meh. pollard and robbie definitely keep me sane though. im so happy they're there. :D
my parents are now gone for three weeks. three weeks is a pretty long time to be alone in this house- i cant really go anywhere cause i have summer school for the next two weeks. it gets lonely. lol :(
i have this tendancy to get jealous really easily. not a hateful jealousy, just a "why cant i be like that" jealously. its a major weakness for me and im definitely working on it. cause i always seem to feel like im being compared to someone.. all the time. which is sort of true, but im probably making everything more negative. but i dont want to be like that anymore- but its hard to get out of the habit. so today was one of those days lol feeling like i have to add up to a certain...standard, almost. i wonder if anyone in this world is actually genuinely happy with who they are. thats pretty sad to think about it
last month pollard did this thing where you post all the things people can say about you- i participated, it was fun.
but now lets do a version where you post all your GOOD qualities and the things you are proud of. and i swear, i will kick each and every one of your asses if you dont post. be arrogant! :D :)
das vi dania
<3