Jul 07, 2005 15:08
I really don't have much to complain about.
I've been doing nothing but learning and growing.
My days consist of hanging out, working, going home, praying, and sleeping.
As the days go by, I've been trying to be more patient. more positive. The words that I try to let out of my mouth have been positive statements or opinions.
I've become more appreciative in life and grateful for the things I do have. The people I have in my life are amazing and I couldn't ask God for more. Somehow He just keeps bringing them to me in my life and I get to attain more memories, experiences, and life's trials.
I admire the friends I do have. And I love them all so very much. Even the ones I don't talk to anymore or as much. I still think about the people that have made (a) difference(s) in my life in the past. For some reason, I'm scared. But in due time, I'm sure I will talk to some of them again.
As far as my love life goes... I am so happy, so grateful, and so appreciative being with Shane. He's so supportive and loving, patient and open minded. For it's been 7 months only... it seems so much longer than that. How cliche, but it's true.
I truly do love him as a person, a friend, and a companion.
His mom is sick, so he is in Santa Fe, NM right now. He'll be gone till the end of this month, and luckily, I'm leaving this Sunday to see him and his family. I come back Thursday, and there comes the sale for Nordstrom. It's gonna be crazy, and amazing. Interesting how people spend so much money on just stuff and clothes. Totally insane. But work is going well. I'm pretty much an original now. A lot of the old people are leaving and moving on with their lives. Some to new jobs, and some to new schools. My opinion at work will actually matter. hah. cool.
I do have this feeling that my old job will ask me if I'm interested in wanting to go back. Honestly.. I am interested. so I am having a little difficulty in deciding what I'd like to do and what decision would be best for my future. But I am sure I'll know when it's for sure that they want me back. it's pretty flexable at Nordstrom and set at the other place. more money and less hours at nordys. set pay and hours at the other. I guess i would just like to not work. just go to school. That would be the life.
Next may, I will be done paying for my car +7000. I'm excited about that becuz it's almost over. and i will probably be able to move out, and worry about paying rent, instead of my car.
So anyway...
Life is good. Life is great. I'm happy and grateful.
Like I said, definitely more appreciative.
It's all thanks to God.