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[xthegloamingx]

did anyone else bask in the glory?
Am i the only one who saw it?
Yes,it rained today. I love the rain so much.
The wondeful rain.
Its puts me in the greatest moods and the worst all at once.
It makes me feel nice and relaxed. It puts me in the most calm sureal moods.
Although it does something else to me.
It makes me think so much, it makes me think so many different things.
I wonder about everything i can. I wondered about birds today, and what they do when rain comes.
I also being to think about my relationships with other people.
How i can better them and how i could become a better person.
These are good thigns for the majority. Until the part where i come to girls
Girls are i guess to complex for my mind to figure out. As soon as i think about them i just begin to tear myself up.
Tear myself up over the thought and fact that it seems im destined for no relationship in my life.
That i am useless and very lame, and not worty of any time from anyone.
Oh well, i would really like to listen to some interpol and think some more.
xoxox