Nov 30, 2007 01:44
i cut my hair thinking it was going to change me. i haven't been myself lately.
at this point, i need to just surround myself with people i like being around. this week was full of work, which is going to continue for the next two weeks - but i just need to get through it.
winnie the pooh is a huge disappointment, but i'm still going to make the best of it. for me - and for lauren (because it's her first show ever).
acapella is a success thus far, we're singing next thursday night with the jazz band.
i have intense conversations with chris graffitti. he intrigues me. he's so different. i can't grasp whether i am ever going to be able to understand the person he is. none the less, i have a good time when i'm around him.
rich agro and i texted back and forth a little last night. i miss having a friend like him around.
the bassist in my jazz band is really cute, and i just noticed it this week. (the end of the semester). keep in mind there's only like nine of us. i just feel like everyone's true colors are starting to come out. and maybe i'm meeting all these people for a reason.
1)to replace the old (and not so loyal) friends.
2)as a reminder to be myself and start over.
i need to be strong. i feel so alone. i can't wait to see liz.
i want to be great. i want to be special. i want to be myself.