i love liz grebe.
i live such an interesting life.
i don't know what is wrong with me, but i have the hardest time making true friends. i can't think of one person, besides liz that has been completely appreciate of me, and there for me, and non-judgemental or anything. sometimes i wonder what life would be like if liz lived here. we bring out the best in each other. it's so apparent that we are so passionate about our friendship, how much we value it, and how much we love to be around one another.
lauren and steph are my closest girl friends at st. joe's. so far, since i've been there - they have really brought out the best in me, and so has maria (but she's not really around much anymore).
i thought my friendship with zina was gonna be a lot different.
but i realized a lot about that whole group of friends after a conversation with burro the other night. some people have their priorities mixed up, and some people are so dependent on friends they have had for so long, and don't know how to grow up on their own (that was not in reference to zina at all).
i just feel like i've always been such a good friend to everyone, and i've never really recieved the same treatment back from anyone... ever.
i don't really bother anymore. i really just need a vacation. the whole last relationship/friendship i had that didn't work out really made me realize a lot. i trust too easy, and that's how i get hurt. i just want someone to say to themselves "stacey's special, and i don't want to let her go".
i know i'm half-retarded, and i have a different accent every day of the week. it's not my fault. i'm just different. give me a chance.
i slept with him because i was vulnerable. i felt like something really good was going to come of it. but i guess i should have known better. he had just gotten out of a long relationship, and now i guess he's back with her. i put myself in those positions. i deserve it.
i miss james. i hurt him. i made one mistake, and he's never going to forgive me. i miss mike and mark. i guess i just hate confrontation, and i take it out on the wrong people.
in other words, i miss liz.
i think i should stick to hanging out with my brother and his friends. i really like them.
i really like liz. i love liz. i miss liz. she's my best friend.
FOREVER. <3
i don't know what is wrong with me, but i have the hardest time making true friends. i can't think of one person, besides liz that has been completely appreciate of me, and there for me, and non-judgemental or anything. sometimes i wonder what life would be like if liz lived here. we bring out the best in each other. it's so apparent that we are so passionate about our friendship, how much we value it, and how much we love to be around one another.
lauren and steph are my closest girl friends at st. joe's. so far, since i've been there - they have really brought out the best in me, and so has maria (but she's not really around much anymore).
i thought my friendship with zina was gonna be a lot different.
but i realized a lot about that whole group of friends after a conversation with burro the other night. some people have their priorities mixed up, and some people are so dependent on friends they have had for so long, and don't know how to grow up on their own (that was not in reference to zina at all).
i just feel like i've always been such a good friend to everyone, and i've never really recieved the same treatment back from anyone... ever.
i don't really bother anymore. i really just need a vacation. the whole last relationship/friendship i had that didn't work out really made me realize a lot. i trust too easy, and that's how i get hurt. i just want someone to say to themselves "stacey's special, and i don't want to let her go".
i know i'm half-retarded, and i have a different accent every day of the week. it's not my fault. i'm just different. give me a chance.
i slept with him because i was vulnerable. i felt like something really good was going to come of it. but i guess i should have known better. he had just gotten out of a long relationship, and now i guess he's back with her. i put myself in those positions. i deserve it.
i miss james. i hurt him. i made one mistake, and he's never going to forgive me. i miss mike and mark. i guess i just hate confrontation, and i take it out on the wrong people.
in other words, i miss liz.
i think i should stick to hanging out with my brother and his friends. i really like them.
i really like liz. i love liz. i miss liz. she's my best friend.
FOREVER. <3