Dec 18, 2003 08:00
So its 8:00 am and i haven't went to bed yet, but thats what i do every night, i'm wide a fucking wake and there ain't shit to do..... I've been on this damn computer for hours and i mean HOURS!!!!! mostly just sitting here waiting for someone to talk to......
Thank god we have unlimited use for AOL and its only like $5.00 a month , other wise my step dad would kill me........
I been on here for hours just trying to figure out how to customize my journal the exact way i want it.......and i finally figured out how to do it. everything is perfect.....so i ain't going to fuck w/ it anymore....
So earlier on YIM i got this guy messaging me asking me if i ever had a "cuckold" . He said it means a girl who is taken but her boyfriend allows her to have as many lovers as she wants..(black lovers he said)....and i'm like "NO".....
There ain't no way i would do that!!!!!!! I'm a one man girl....
I LOVE PATRICK MORE THAN ONE EVER !!!!!!!! I would never do that to him, even if HE didn't care!!!!!!! YUCKY!!!!!
My hair is getting thick again, when i see Patrick (it better fucking be real soon too) i'm going to ask him to shave it again....
Hmm.......Oh i got to talk to my friend Ryan/Reese on-line today...
I don't see or talk to him anymore cuz he moved to Myrtle Beach...
So i was happy.. He said he was home, and asked me if i was going to see Dog Fashion Disco on Sat... but i told him i highly doubt it cuz i'm out of money for this month... but i was thinking if my brother asks me if i want to go i'll tell him yeah if he can pay for me to get in...
So if i find out i can't see Patrick, and my brother asks me i'll go so i can see DFD and see Reese.....
Speaking of shows me,Patrick and his cousin are supposed to go see Manson on the 30th... so i'm hoping Patricks car is running by then so he can come get me for it, or i can find a ride to his house, cuz i paid $106.00 for 2 tickets for me and Patrick.
And i really want to go see Mushroomhead this month. they are playing 3 times this month.....I just want to go on the 27th preferably or 29th... cuz there playing on the 30th too but since were going to see manson we can't go ...So hopefully Patricks car is fixed in time for all this ....but most importantly for me to see him....cuz i haven't seen him since Turkey day........
Anyways i think im going to go now and just sit here till someone talks to me cuz i dont know what else to say.......
LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!