Dec 23, 2004 03:52
Well I dunno anymore, and I dont think I ever will!!!!!! . My brain's still in the same state It was b4... I've givin up hopes of my soul ever being pure again.......and like my subject title says "ppl just need fucked w/ a kitchen knife sometimes".......If you are part of the official MUSHROOMHEAD message board, or if you are some one who reads STITCH from MUSHROOMHEAD'S journal , you'll figure out what im talking about . I dont feel like getting into it , it's too sad.......
ANYWAYS!!!!!!!
Something possitive. I went out to struthers saturday to see MUSHROOMHEAD !!!!!! AND MAN WAS IT FUN!!!!! AS ALWAYS !!!! I dont even know where to start when it comes to them....... MUSHROOMHEAD is one of the greatest things in my life right now.....If I had not discovered them when i did id probably be dead right now!!!! They have changed my life in a way that no one can even imagine!!!!!
Going to a MUSHROOMHEAD show isn't like going to a concert where you just have a blast because you get to hear good music......It's soooo much more than that... It's one of the most amazing feelings ANYONE could ever have!!!!! I OWE MUSHROOMHEAD MY FUCKING LIFE !!!! THEY ARE SOO MUCH A PART OF MY SOUL....
Not to mention that ALL the guys in the band are THE GREATEST GUYS IVE EVER MET!!!!!!!, as well as all of the ppl i've met & become friends w/.
So I got a chance to talk to JEFF, RICK, SKINNY, DAVE & WAYLON!!!!! Speaking of Waylon where the fuck to start w/ that guy!!!!!!
There are just no words good enough on this earth to describe how i feel about that guy !!!!
I swear to god & my father , every time i look into his eyes im looking at an angel....
Every time im around him or talk to him I feel like im on top of the world & no one can bring me back down..there arent many ppl that can do that to mee!!!! my father was the best at that . R.I.P!!!!
He just makes me feel like I truley am worth something and that I serve a purpose on this earth.....
I swear on everthing that every time i see him he's got this beem of energy glowing off him when i see him!!!
He sat & talked w/ me for what seemed like forever (i wish it would have been) sat... b4 he had to go backstage and put on his make up ......
And after he left this guy (whom i later found out was Trent) came up to me and gives me a pass & tells me that Waylon told him to give it to me ......DARE I SAY ANGEL !!!! AGAIN!!!!!!
the only thing that suck's is he lives in NC..... I dunno maybe im just being to stupid cuz ive only known him for 2 months , but i just feel like he was sent to me for a reason......
I met this girl Jen sat .... that ive been talking to a lot online , she seems like a cool chick . although i dont really like girl's .... 95% of the female species are for shit !!!! NO OFFENCE TO THE GIRLS THAT I DO KNOW!!!! CUZ IF I TALK TO YA I LIKE YOU!!!!!
The only thing I could have done with out sat. was the fucking CENTAPEDE in the girls bathroom GAWD my twat hurts just thinking about that !!!!
Anyways i think i covered everything for now so I think im gonna go for now and see whats going on in the world of the net ....
*I LOVE PATRICK THOMAS SIML HE IS MY EVERYTHING*
*I LOVE & MISS MY DAD MORE THAN ANY THING....R.I.P*
*I LOVE ALL THE PPL I LOVE HEHEHEHE*
*OH YEAH AND.......SAMS A HOTTIE & SHE'S OFFICIALLY RICKY'S GF , THATS SO AWESOME*
BYE PPL ,
I LOVE YOU , D