If the wind blew me in the right direction.. Would I even care??
So I have neglected lj for a while.....but not because Ive been busy , but because my head has been running on over drive and I cant seem to push the break.........I just dont know weather im comming or going anymore.........or if i have a place in this lil thing most consider humanity...
But those who are loved by me know whats up lj or none..........NO OFFENCE TO ANYONE . Its just that i have bad trust issues w/ humanity .......ESPECIALLY GIRLS.......I DO NOT LIKE THEM!!!!! If you need me to elaborate more on that statement let me know so we can clear things up !!!! (I know at least ONE person knows what im saying........)
I have this circle i call love & its very hard for someone to be put in that place .......GIRLS NAMELY............
So this weekend WAS a weekend TO BE HAD !!!!!!!! . Sat Brother and I went to see VENTANA !!!! Thats always a FUN time........It was amazing ... This time was exceptional!! because Patrick was involved he did such a great job I am sooo proud of him.......
So i didnt get to watch 13 Faces cuz i was TRYING to spend quality time w/ Patrick but i was listening to it from the patio........It was good......
After the show went to the hotel after Party, with Sam punkin216pie.. But didnt get to participate in the festivities , Patrick said we were but we didnt . we Just stayed in our room......GOOD?? BAD?? eh ill leave that one alone .........I didnt even get to take care of bussiness *crys*.......
ITEMS TO PONDER:
~ Some things went on after the show that i felt should not have happened .... and trying to discuss it w/ a special someone who like could not see where I was comming from & I felt refused to see it....But a certain other person was right there to see it SO PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF I HAD A RIGHT TO FEEL THE WAY I DID!!!!
~Dan's lildan216 hoodie brings warmth........
~ I think im inlove w/ Daev!!!!!!! (shhhhh)
~ Brandon can hide but i will chase him.......
~ IM MADLY INLOVE W/ PATRICK THOMAS SIML.....
~ I love Ben Hallowell.......
* Sam shall we talk ????*
