Why the hell am i jelious?!?
i have no idea why i feel jelous..i have all i need, (amanda), but i just feel like im not there for her, like when ever i get on shes not on, because i have dial up, adn so i have to ask befor i get on, and they sometimes say no because they think i've been on to long, adn everybodys like yeah, you just missed her she just got off, so it feels like she talks to other people more than me, adn its not like i dont want her to talk to other people but we can never talk beuacse i can never get on!...so it sucks, it seams like she deserves so much better!:(