GAH!
So, tonight was awesome, and then my mom decided to bitch again. Honestly. I'm on the verge of mental breakdown or just saying "fuck NH"... That would only happen if I was a very stupid person though. Cuz then I wouldnt have the classes that I want/need to take this coming year, because if I move to MA it would prolly be to the SH area, and SH High doesnt have our music dpt. Yuck. So Chris and I are going to talk to my mom about moving into his gandpa's house and such. I wouldn't necissarialy want to move without permission, because they still pay for my cell phone and car insurance, but if push comes to shove I can move out, get my own damned cell phone plan, and just walk or bum rides until I get car insurance. This just completely blows lately. The good news is that I wouldnt be running away, cuz I have a place to go and such I just need to get out. Part of the reason that I started looking at moving out was financial reasons for college, I think that I would get money off from FAFSA and the such if i'm not dependent on my parents, so that would work. Anyway, I might as well get used to not living off of my parents, when I move to MA with Neil I'm not gonna be getting helped by my mom and Shane anyway. So i might wanna get used to doing things on my own. I would pay rent, granted it would be a small rent, buy food (maybe, i dont know what the situation would be) and Chris and I would split the internet/cable bill prolly. Also I might need a cell phone plan, I would need to pay my insurance, but if I was covered on my moms then I could just pay hre every month. I would save on gas cuz I wouldnt have to drive to school, and also I'd be closer to work. The majorly great thing would be that I wouldnt be so stressed all the time, that would be the best thing in my mind.