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I'm acctually going to update on this now... I don't know... A break from xanga i guess. Things haven't been that great at all. Nothing great at all. I wish things were like they used to be. When everything was great and I was happy but I guess its not my time to be happy. Its not like I'm doing anything to make myself happy. I'm making it all worse... Oh well what can i do? But I am talking to this dude Dan. Hes cool. I like him but i don't think he'll like me. It never works out for me. Never. I'm not keeping my hopes up at all. I don't want to get hurt again. : / On a good note I got to see my friend Kara. She is totally awesome. We went to the dance. Lots and lots of fun. They played freaking slow songs which made me so mad. I was just sitting on the bleachers with Jules and Steph watching everyone. That killed me. I just feel so lonely. I hate that feeling! I'm way to shy and i hate that about me! I just can't go up to someone and start talking to them. The only thing i'm really looking forward to is going to see Phantom of the Opera!!!!!!! I can't wait... But whatever... I'm out