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I've tried sooo hard to make him see that all I want is to be with him. But it doesnt seem to be getting thru to him. Im sick of crying. I didnt make a mistake this time... it was him. He pushed me away, and then blames it on me. He doesnt seem to feel bad about how I am torn apart and how I cant live without him. I've given it my all the past 7 months and I never knew that I could love someone so much. But all thats on his mind is his friends and partying. Everything seemed so perfect. I thought for once in my life, I could be happy. But I guess I was wrong. I just need closure. I need to know that I'll be okay. But I dont see that right now.