Confucius says...
OK. so not confucius but rather... Nico.
I'm well confused right now. I think i really miss how it feels to be in love. you know the hand holding the cuddles the kisses the longing, i've been spending every karaoke night pretty much talking to steve loads and he's a lovely guy and he makes me smile and i'm always playfighting and poking and generally flirting with him, but he's so not my type. I know it sounds awful but he's got far too much meat on his bones, i'm not the skinniest fish in the pond by about 4 dress sizes but i cant help but look for him and its really confusing me because i dont know if i actually like him, or whether its cuz he's the first guy to pay proper attention to me, to listen to me and smile at me without just thinking that i'm the "fat friend"
To add to the confusion i had a really nice dream about aaron last night, i dont even fancy aaron! but in the dream we were kissing and cuddling, aaron has the physique i go for (apart from the blonde hair!) but i dont fancy him cuz its aaron! lol but the dream was so nice, i didnt want it to end, but its like the dream i had about tom a few weeks ago. Toms like my big brother! had a dream we were being all snuggly at a place in manchester i didnt know, i jus knew it was manchester we were in. it was really random.
I think i'm going stir crazy, missing the way it feels when a boy cares for you.
I'm well confused right now. I think i really miss how it feels to be in love. you know the hand holding the cuddles the kisses the longing, i've been spending every karaoke night pretty much talking to steve loads and he's a lovely guy and he makes me smile and i'm always playfighting and poking and generally flirting with him, but he's so not my type. I know it sounds awful but he's got far too much meat on his bones, i'm not the skinniest fish in the pond by about 4 dress sizes but i cant help but look for him and its really confusing me because i dont know if i actually like him, or whether its cuz he's the first guy to pay proper attention to me, to listen to me and smile at me without just thinking that i'm the "fat friend"
To add to the confusion i had a really nice dream about aaron last night, i dont even fancy aaron! but in the dream we were kissing and cuddling, aaron has the physique i go for (apart from the blonde hair!) but i dont fancy him cuz its aaron! lol but the dream was so nice, i didnt want it to end, but its like the dream i had about tom a few weeks ago. Toms like my big brother! had a dream we were being all snuggly at a place in manchester i didnt know, i jus knew it was manchester we were in. it was really random.
I think i'm going stir crazy, missing the way it feels when a boy cares for you.