May 10, 2004 20:34
Heyyy..
yeah im sick of school, im sick of home..im sick of just everything..i hate feeling so crappy..i miss bill and june!! im still upset that i only found last night when it happened in october..i just have to think of all the good memories..i can still hear their voices in my mind and all the stories they used to tell me..francesca says ive been thinking way too much ((i agree w/ her)) and i think thats why ive been getting so sick..i havent been eating or sleeping much..im just overwhelmed with everything..this weekend totally sucked except the part when erin and francesca came over..i just hope that this week goes better than last week..
i cant wait till Wednesday..my awesome cousin Jessica is taking me and erin dress shopping for Marie's Graduation..thats rly weird..it feels like yesterday when me marie and lisa hung out and played outside of our old house and now marie is graduating from college *sigh* erin is sleepin over bc we gotta leave rly early to go up to my sisters college..i might not go to school tomorrow..i dont feel good, but tomorrow is our last lacrosse practice..oh well i need a day off to just not think about anything, i need sleep! wow i hate bathing suits right now..ive been working w/ the 6 sec abs..its atually working!! theres only like 23 days of school left!! thank goddd!! sorry this is a long entry..haha...later