Jul 06, 2005 21:40
and it hurts so bad. Whenever things just start to feel like there okay, it's not. Things will never be okay. When I eat and when I feel fat I get this feeling like my entire body is just a suit, I want to get out of it.
I always feel like I'm going to throw-up.
My dad will never stop drinking.
Im so SICK of him insulting everyone that i love. He tells his girlfriend that she's lazy...and my mom can drop us off "That's what he pays her for."
I dont want to be in the middle.
I wish people would call me fat more often, it makes me feel better, like in the end this will REALLY be worth it.
Hoover is my favorite.