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i am an inch away from just throwing in the towel, getting on the next train to maidenhead and leaving all this shit far away from me. meh. if only it was that easy.
i've learnt a few important things recently. the main one being you cannot rely on anyone but yourself. its taken me these past few days of living alone to make me realise a few things. those people who you think are your friends probably are to a certain point, but the minute they have an excuse to blame you for something to make something easier on them they will. and you'll just have to sit back and take it.
another lovely piece of news for you all. my electricity will be cut off next tuesday as a result of certain ex-housemates not paying the electricity bill. and theres nothing i can do about it.
im pretty sure the only place i call home is slowly falling apart around me and the fucking landlords arent doing shit about it. i cant move out as i have now made promises to the people moving in. i really am at the end of my patience for all this shit. its me alone facing the rest of the world and how ever hard i try to keep everything afloat they just keep sinking and i really cant take it much longer. oh yea and i have £5 to my name...
yea i know cue the violins....
i've learnt a few important things recently. the main one being you cannot rely on anyone but yourself. its taken me these past few days of living alone to make me realise a few things. those people who you think are your friends probably are to a certain point, but the minute they have an excuse to blame you for something to make something easier on them they will. and you'll just have to sit back and take it.
another lovely piece of news for you all. my electricity will be cut off next tuesday as a result of certain ex-housemates not paying the electricity bill. and theres nothing i can do about it.
im pretty sure the only place i call home is slowly falling apart around me and the fucking landlords arent doing shit about it. i cant move out as i have now made promises to the people moving in. i really am at the end of my patience for all this shit. its me alone facing the rest of the world and how ever hard i try to keep everything afloat they just keep sinking and i really cant take it much longer. oh yea and i have £5 to my name...
yea i know cue the violins....