brianne.
you sit there and say that i've replaced you.
how can you even?
i call you and ball my eyes out to you when something's wrong.
it's obviously not because you're lacking as my best friend.
you keep pushing me away with this, because everything with me is the same as it has been, i love you to death, and you fucking know it, i know you do. i wouldn't lean on you when i need someone & i wouldn't come & stay with you for 4 days/2weeks & worry about you more than i worry about myself. that doesn't happen. that's just not feesable dear. and i fucking hate it. it's GOING to push me away with you thinking this all the time. just STOP it. i don't even know what's up. you come to see me and then you complain that it's the worst trip ever all night. could i feel any more like shit? probably not, till you gossip about how i'm 'not your best friend anymore' because of this. and it's not true at ALL. but like i said, keep pushing, you already said that's what you do. keep doing it and see where it gets you. what do you expect from me? especially at this time, could anything ELSE be fucked up? or more or less could i fuck up any more things? call me selfish, do whatever, but i really don't wanna deal with messing you up too. you've got troubles and i've got em too. BFF and that's the way it's always been, nothing less. get it through your head.
how can you even?
i call you and ball my eyes out to you when something's wrong.
it's obviously not because you're lacking as my best friend.
you keep pushing me away with this, because everything with me is the same as it has been, i love you to death, and you fucking know it, i know you do. i wouldn't lean on you when i need someone & i wouldn't come & stay with you for 4 days/2weeks & worry about you more than i worry about myself. that doesn't happen. that's just not feesable dear. and i fucking hate it. it's GOING to push me away with you thinking this all the time. just STOP it. i don't even know what's up. you come to see me and then you complain that it's the worst trip ever all night. could i feel any more like shit? probably not, till you gossip about how i'm 'not your best friend anymore' because of this. and it's not true at ALL. but like i said, keep pushing, you already said that's what you do. keep doing it and see where it gets you. what do you expect from me? especially at this time, could anything ELSE be fucked up? or more or less could i fuck up any more things? call me selfish, do whatever, but i really don't wanna deal with messing you up too. you've got troubles and i've got em too. BFF and that's the way it's always been, nothing less. get it through your head.