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[xtessabear]

my
head
is so
fucked
i cant do this anymore
i need to see
what's right
and i probably wont
till like october
ken told me
that if we work on us
that i can take a vacation for a couple weeks
which is like
october ish.
my head
hurts
from all this
im so confused.
i want to be 16 again