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01. you are honestly my best friend, and i cant believe it took me about four years to completely realize it. do you remember the first day we met? i do!!! haha, it was at springbrook park during the summer and i was being kind of rude to you and got in trouble and couldnt go to my friends birthday party, lol. but in the end i was glad we met there because i dont know where i would be without you in my life now. whatcha gonna comb now, bitch? la la la.. will you go to turnabout with me? i remember that night so perfectly, i think it was the best thing we have ever done!! haha, i want you to know im here for you all the time, i love you the mostest out of everyone! i mean hey i did chase you across the whole neighborhood, right? yeah, sloww motionn for me.
02. in sixth grade we used to hangout, and i remember you me and natalie hansen went and got our nails done for our last "gig" at gregory. but then the worst thing happened to me because you were one of the only people i liked minus natalie, you moved away. i never really talked to you ever since then. but one day during spanish i see a girl who looks exactly like you walk in and i was like "hey" you probably didnt even remember who i was, haha. but i knew from the moment i saw you..we didnt talk a lot, but every once and awhile. and then summer came, and wow!! we became best friends, i love you so much. and your so fucking awesome. i dont care what any losers have to say about you. <3
03. we have been best friends for almost what 6 or 7 years? i love you so much, your incredible. i know i really havent agreed with a lot of decicions you have been making, but i have been dealing with them since 7th grade, and you know what, i never let that get to me, because i know on the inside your such a great person. we have had so many great times, and we have been through A LOT! im truly sorry for being such a bitch to you earlier in the year, i honestly dont know what was wrong with me. let alone how you put up with me. but you did, and im thankful for that! i think were a lot closer now ever since we spent a lot of time together on vacation, and im really excited! you mean so much to me, and thank you for everything. i know i can run to you whenever and talk to you!!
04. so met you freshman year, you were amazing! unlike anyone i had ever met...we went through this phase and hungout with eachother ALL the time, and then all of a sudden, it sort of just stopped. and im not sure why? please dont think its because i dont consider you a friend, because i have told you how i felt about everything...i guess i dont really know what i want right now in my life, and even though deep down i know you would make the perfect best friend, im afraid from stepping away from the friends i have been with since fourth grade and running to you. i wish things could be so much easier, please, please promise me, you will reconsider transferring schools. it would mean the world to me if you stayed at neuqua and ill buy you OREOS!!! =) i remember the first time we hungout we went to the patio, and then lindsay you and me went to your house and you both freaked me out about your house, then i made up an exscuse on how i couldnt spend the night. i love you!
05. you..you..you..what can i say to you? your are seriously one of the prettiest girls i know! we used to be on cheerleading together, and i remember you coming to practice everyday with a new story to tell me about your boyfriend, you were so cute. i was very quiet, but then in florida i went crazy..and everyone saw the real me? what happend there, haha. then we both never talked to eachother after that year...im not sure why? but yeah, i finally noticed you when i went to the skatepark with sarah and you were there. then we got to hangout once, and it was amazing! i feel like i can talk to you about anything, and we seem to always relate to eachother. i hope we get to know eachother a lot better.
06. funny thing, i met you by talking to you online, you are seriously one of the coolest people i have ever talked to. and you say the most RANDOMest things ever, its halarious! your one of the few that can actually make me smile. this one may be hard to figure out so ill help you, so you know its you im talking about. -- jordan blacks a stalker!!! =)
07. we used to be on cheerleading together, and i would consider you one of my best friends. we only saw eachother once this whole summer, very disappointing, but i must admit you were one of the VERY FEW i could trust and i told you everything, everything that was going on in my life, and in my friends. and i thank you so much for not telling anyone. lets hangout soon! love you!
08. i used to live by you for about a year, we used to be friends, and i remember one time i spent the night at your house on a school night because my parents went to hawaii, and you woke up and started getting ready, but never woke me up. i dont know why but i have always remembered that, and the mask!! we used to watch it. haha. well i moved and we never really got to grow up and become friends, but i saw you one day at school and i was like i know her..i dont even know how we started talking i think it was from livejournal, im not sure. but im really glad we talk now and our friends, ( i hope) haha. your really nice, and you make me smile. your gorgeous, and funny, and all around an amazing person.
09. you were in my math class, and the whole year i never really talked to you, it was strange, the only other person i knew was megan. i think your extremely nice, and very pretty. your too nice to me, i dont deserve it. we havent talked in awhile, partly because we have both been gone, but we promised eachother we would hangout before the end of summer and i know it probably wont happen, but your still cool! haha.
10. you went to my elementary school and middle school, and i dont think we ever once talked. but this year we finally did, and im really happy that we did. your so amazing, seriously, i got to hangout with you one time..and even though things didng work out the way we wanted them to, i still had a lot of fun. i think you should know that i admire you so much, just for the person that you are. lovee =)
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