Apr 07, 2005 06:36
so my parents had hidden my camera from me.
kah-razzie hoes. haha seeing what i would do. i wonder if they know then that i just went into their things and found it. ha.
i dont have a cell phone. anymore. i think that they'll give it back to be. eventually.
my hair is copper now. and its gettin long. i'm tempted to cut it. but by end of summer it will be down to my ribs. so fuck that. i'm waiting.
my b-day is in 4 weeks. that is sooo weird. i'm gonna be 17. hahah. like the last 6 months i thought i was 17. its the opposite w/ me. instead of being shocked or w/e it is that i'm turning 17, i'm shocked that i'm 16. ha.
so i'm gonna get a job. and make money. and not buy drigs. instead a bunch of useless ugly things. i'm going to get plugs. ha. and i'm going to get more ear piericngs. ha. and i'm going to get my belly pierced. ha. and i'm going to get my eye brow pierced. ha. i wanted it to be the right one, but then u can see it. alot. and i have to hide it when i work. so its going to be the left one. man. i'm gonna loook sooo ugly.
ooooo. so just yesterday i decided that i'm not going to tweak it anymore. weird huh? but i'm serious. not like just stop for a bit and do somemore, like when i get caught. stop FOREVER. i dunno how this suddenly came over me.i dont understand me. i kno i can. but its going to be hard not to when i'm around it. well see. i think i'm actually purtie tuff and wont give in. FUCK THAT SHIT. hahah.
eeerrrmm. so i'm not creeping out again to the show this weekend. i'm just going to kiss ass like never before. and if they still dont let me go... THEN.. fuckit. looks like i will be playing some rpgs.
haha. theres pics from last sat at the party, when most everyone was drunken. good stuff. i'll put em up eventually.
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