ok well i know its been awhile
ok yeah it has beena long time since my last real update but i thought now would be a good time. well ive been busy. i got my nose peirced saturday afternoon with beth adn then iended up taking it out cuz it kept making me sneeze and it was bleeding alot so i just took it out. last night was dance and afterwards i went by teh new coffee shop strongs with nat then she had to get home so i stayed nad got my coffee and was just hanging out till my mom got there. then i went and home and then went to walmart...that was fun...because f how i was dressed and because i was wandering around the store aimlessly hte lady thought i was shoplifting...what a great world this is...well so i was already relally depressed last night anywayz befoere that happened i went outside and just sat int eh cold for like 2 hours while my mom was shopping and just smoked every now and then and then the lady that thought i was shoplifting came out to smoke and goes hey its you again...and then added are you ok? but yeah...then she finally got threw shopping so we went home and i went to my grandparentsand just couldnt sleep at all my insomnia is back ive had maybe 2 hours of sleep the past 2 days...today was not great eitehr we went to orange county to try n straighten stuff out for our permits...then we went to tasty freeze then till luv homes and then goodwill, the grocery and then i went to my dads, and theres a fun story...he ended ausing an argument with me as soon as i got in teh car over nothing...then because i didnt wantt o go to joes he got mad and told me well how am i supposed t spend time with you if you dont go over tehre...now tell me how the fuck does playing pool and ignoring me while i watch a movie spending time with me? what the hell right. he thinks just by being in teh same room is spending time together...what a fucking moron for a parent. well then he told me i was yelling at hima nd i wasnt and as soona s he said that i started to yell at him cuz i was pissed so he finally brought me home and then yells out the window i love you and just yelly fuck really loud and fliped him off and he got pissed and left...well i guess thats it but i feel so fucking miserable right now its not even funny...