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Apr 03, 2006 14:55

"In a world of comparison and conformity, make your own statement.
Honor your own truth.
Have the courage to be yourself;
risk speaking your own thoughts and claiming your emotions.
Share your vulnerabilities, tears, doubts, and insecurities
let others experience the real you.
Have the courage to be yourself and realize that you are a wonderful person."

I honestly wish it was that easy....

i have learned that
life sucks...
always will...
and drama is unending...
right now i dont even know who i am?
i am so lost..
and i feel i have noone to turn to...
i cant seem to trust anyone at all...
i keep way to much inside...
i am scared to let it all out...
i cant...
it would just add to the drama...
i am stressed out.
i dont know what to do.

Amanda Gave me this quote today.
To me it makes complete sense.
I agree with it completely.

"Lying is bad. Or so we are told constantly from birth ; honesty is the best policy, the truth shall set you free, I chopped down the cherry tree, whatever. The fact is, lying is a necessity. We lie to ourselves cus the truth, the truth freaking hurts, no matter how hard we try to ignore or deny it, eventually the lies fall away, whether we like it or not. But here's the truth about the truth: it hurts. So we lie. "

It is true.
The truth hurts. And sucks.
We often regret the things that are considered the truth.
We want to forget about it.
But can we?
We can try but really we cant.
Everyone likes to point out to us our truths that we are trying to forget.
When eventually leads to...
more drama.
Drama is gay.
Ugh.

I am overwhelmed.

Huge Abnormal Psychology Exam at 5:30 i better go cram and add to my stress.

Life sucks.

fuck it.
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