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Ok so... since last time i updated... lets see what has happened... i worked from 9:30-9 and then i went to shawns and hung out there and spent the night then yesturday for the forth of july... i worked from 9:30-3 and shawn came to work with me and i felt bad cuz he was bored out of his mind i think so i let him take my car and he went to tony's and then came back with tony and McDs and we went to shawns and he changed and we headed over to Emmys and we went swimming that was alot of fun and then we hung out and watched the fucked up movie Gummo... and then Boomer, Geoff, Deve and Dave came and we went to the Bremen festival... waste of $10.... thats for damn sure... i got to meet shawns mom finally she seems really sweet... then Shawn and Geoff and i went on a smoke drive and when we got back it was poring so we left with everyone and uhhh... for some reason i am blanking out on what we did then... i know we took emmy and tony back to emmy's and then i think we went to day and coppins and adam and kayla and fez and lee and james and his gf gina and we hung out there i remember is smoking and then watching their video from cornerstone... i was seriously wigging out... i felt sooo fucked up... i dont know why but i was freakin out....but yea....i didnt really enjoy it that much.... then we all went to Steak n' Shake and then shawn and i went to his house and i spent the night again... so then... today i woke up went to work from 12-3... came home cleaned my whole house went to shawns... he wasnt there so i called the girls and they were at gillys so i went over there and we call pilled into kays car and went to logans.... the drive was awesome it reminded me of all the awesome times we had last summer I LOVE MY GIRLS!! THEY ARE THE GREATEST! but anyhoo... we ate... then went to the mall and fez was there... she is awesome haha and tab and nina and nessa came and it was awesome i bought 4 super cute shirts at wet seal cuz they had a buy one get on free sale! i love sales! ok so yea then we went back to allisons and on the way these guys were like picking on us and shit and they were following us so i uhh... sorta flashed them hahaha they followed us all the way to allisons and i left and went to shawns for about a half an hour and hung out with him... he wasnt in the greatest mood... ... but idk...i love him.... i am so excited that i get to practically live with him for the next 5 weeks... but yea then boomer and lee and pat came right before i left i got home aobut 10:15 and have been doing absolutely nothing haha

well i think i am going to go read for a bit then go to bed... love to everyone

"Sometimes... it feels so hard to breath! your eyes... see right through me... "