Alot of shit
For the record, I’m an asshole. I don’t know to what degree of an asshole I am, but I’m pretty sure it’s up there.
Last night was pretty fucked up for me; I don’t even know if I meant what I said. But bye the end of it all I was greeted with “Friends are what make the world go round. <3 Boyfriends (former) make the world hell.” So I assume I broke up with my girlfriend. Well I guess I can’t call her that at this point. It really hasn’t settled in yet, and it probably won’t until I see some couple going at it. I don’t know it wasn’t like I didn’t like my girlfriend, it was more or less the situation I didn’t like. Long distance relationships fuck things up big time. And at this point in the relationship it simply felt I was blurring grounds with “friends” or “acquaintances”. I take that back, I do feel really shitty about what I did, but it felt like I had to do something before I tore off my head, not because of her, but the situation.
I hope she is doing okay, she’s a really awesome girl and I don’t want to see anything go bad with her. She’s said multiple times over that I’m not her “prince charming” but I guess it’s a give or take relationship. I used to think I was her prince charming, but now that we have been separated for so long, I don’t know. Distance is like death when it comes to relationships. I really hope I can see her again, god damn I love that kid.
Last night was pretty fucked up for me; I don’t even know if I meant what I said. But bye the end of it all I was greeted with “Friends are what make the world go round. <3 Boyfriends (former) make the world hell.” So I assume I broke up with my girlfriend. Well I guess I can’t call her that at this point. It really hasn’t settled in yet, and it probably won’t until I see some couple going at it. I don’t know it wasn’t like I didn’t like my girlfriend, it was more or less the situation I didn’t like. Long distance relationships fuck things up big time. And at this point in the relationship it simply felt I was blurring grounds with “friends” or “acquaintances”. I take that back, I do feel really shitty about what I did, but it felt like I had to do something before I tore off my head, not because of her, but the situation.
I hope she is doing okay, she’s a really awesome girl and I don’t want to see anything go bad with her. She’s said multiple times over that I’m not her “prince charming” but I guess it’s a give or take relationship. I used to think I was her prince charming, but now that we have been separated for so long, I don’t know. Distance is like death when it comes to relationships. I really hope I can see her again, god damn I love that kid.