Apr 15, 2010 23:39
i lost my job a while ago. last week or something.
over what, i'm not quite sure.
i'll be heading to denver in a few weeks for a short guest spot.
i'll then head to california for another guest spot or two and then for krista's graduation.
i miss krista a lot every day of my life. it really upsets me that i don't get to see her when i really want to. i've never wanted to spend so much time with anyone as i do with her.
after california, we'll be driving to texas where krista's family lives. we'll stay there for a few days and i might try to guest spot there, also.
after that, we're heading to key largo, florida, where i have a job for 2 months.
after that, we're going to head up to north carolina to visit the other part of krista's family...
and after that we're going to try to set up shop in either san antonio or austin texas.
i really love krista and i'm excited to live with her, get married, and start an awesome life... but at the same time, i was not expecting to be a rolling stone again, all of a sudden. i wasn't expecting to have to leave my best friends and my family after being away already.
i've been forced with a lot of uncertainty in my life, but none more than this point.
i know everything will work out for the best... i've already got my denver guest spot locked down and one smaller guest spot in california...and florida is also guaranteed... but i have nothing for texas quite yet.
i plan on stopping in at every shop i can in austin and san antonio while i'm not guest spotting in order to try to lock down a job in texas.... and i'm sure it shouldn't be too big of a deal.
i'm just a little overwhelmed right now, but i know that i have support from my friends and family and that krista loves me and everything will be fantastic....i've just never flown by the seat of my pants like this before.
so, wish me luck. wish us luck.
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