you've cleaned up found jesus, things are good or so I hear
i played frisbee today. It was pretty good except the fact that my best friends are polar opposites of me. well one is an average of both of us I guess. So there is I. I believe that sex is awesome but i can wait for it, hopefully until marriage because thats when I will be ready. I despise people who drink to get drunk. I have no problem with an old man who has a glass of wine everynight to prevent diseases. I have no problem with someone who gets off work and drinks a beer to relax. I have a problem with the people who are so dependent that they need to get drunk to be something they are not. I believe that smoking is one of the worst things one can do. Not only does it harm the smokers body but it effects everyone around the smoker like a close friend of mine who is very sick right now because he has the lungs of a 30 year smoker when he has never touched a cigarette in his life but is often around his older brother.
My friend max - he can't wait to get drunk and have sex when he goes off to college and he thinks sex is worth all the stds you can get except HIV. He went on 2 recruiting trips for college last month and at both he stayed up all night and got drunk with people he didnt know. he claims he doesn't smoke anymore but he changes his mind so often. He used to talk about how pointless smoking weed was and then he smoked one weekend and felt like smoking for 4 months after that. he does the same with alcohol. he is so consistently inconsistent it makes me sick. He changes his mind on where he wants to go to college every week.
my other friend matt - i don't know where he stands on everything, i know he agrees with my morals and values alot more than he does with max but i don't know because he is really passive and max is alot more straight forward with his ideas so matt doesnt disagree with matt much. i don't know its kinda weird with him. It is like he can't make up his mind. He used to tell me how against drinking he was than one day he came up to me and told me that we were going to get drunk after formal. I was caught pretty off guard and about a month after formal he had people over at his house playing drinking games. He got in a fight with his ex girlfriend that night and all he could manage to do was slur that he was sorry to me. so i left and still havent found it in myself to forgive him.
I hold grudges and I hate it but fuck you, you shouldnt have pissed me off in the first place.
My friend max - he can't wait to get drunk and have sex when he goes off to college and he thinks sex is worth all the stds you can get except HIV. He went on 2 recruiting trips for college last month and at both he stayed up all night and got drunk with people he didnt know. he claims he doesn't smoke anymore but he changes his mind so often. He used to talk about how pointless smoking weed was and then he smoked one weekend and felt like smoking for 4 months after that. he does the same with alcohol. he is so consistently inconsistent it makes me sick. He changes his mind on where he wants to go to college every week.
my other friend matt - i don't know where he stands on everything, i know he agrees with my morals and values alot more than he does with max but i don't know because he is really passive and max is alot more straight forward with his ideas so matt doesnt disagree with matt much. i don't know its kinda weird with him. It is like he can't make up his mind. He used to tell me how against drinking he was than one day he came up to me and told me that we were going to get drunk after formal. I was caught pretty off guard and about a month after formal he had people over at his house playing drinking games. He got in a fight with his ex girlfriend that night and all he could manage to do was slur that he was sorry to me. so i left and still havent found it in myself to forgive him.
I hold grudges and I hate it but fuck you, you shouldnt have pissed me off in the first place.