Mike's Ignorance of my Concern#1
Recently a lot of things have been going on in my life. Some are more productive than others, but it’s all been keeping me busy. Since it is almost 4am, I am just posting the info below, which came from me typing probably 2 weeks ago. I’ve saved it, but haven’t added to it:
I’ve found that lately my life with Mike has been going downhill. I don’t think he realizes how I feel, but I am really unsatisfied with how things have been going. He’s calling me less and less. We have not slept together for weeks (minus this past weekend). With the possibility of me being in Barrie only until the end of this semester, he does not realize how many weekends we have left together. He does not take into account how much or little time he has left with me before I go back to Newmarket (possibility of me not staying in Barrie over the summer). I tell him it is beneficial for me to make income by renting out my room over the summer if I am not schooling in Barrie. The income made from subletting my room would contribute to schooling for Fall 2008. I wish he would see this as a positive.
I don’t like how he dismisses topics I am concerned about. For example, I really want him to grasp the essence of valuable time, so I ask him approximately how many hours he expects to spend with me for each weekend I have left for the remainder of this semester. His response is something along the lines of “Don’t worry about it Asian”. Sometime later on I approach him with the same topic again. He dismisses it without acknowledging my deep concern in a way I deem respectful. This really bothers me.
Of course there are more things going on in my life. I’ll probably touch on the good, the bad, and ugly in a near-future entry. Good night readers.