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Jan 14, 2007 19:17

I can't believe how soon I am about to have a baby...I just can't wait to hold him, cuddle him and just see him. I hope he waits until the 20th, because that is when Keith is moving in. I want him to be here for when I go into labour, and I don't want to be by myself. I have been so bored lately. I hate not being able to do anything with the girls when they go for walks to the store and such...I would go with them but I would drag them down because of my waddling. I don't like to walk too far anyway because I start to hurt, and whenever I make it to my destination, I just dread walking back home.

I feel like I am just a bore to be around too.

I've been super emotional today...I cried twice over nothing. Today should have been a day where I stayed in bed.

God I miss Keith...if he were here, he would hug me and I would feel so much better. I hate feeling so alone. Tonight is going to be a night to go to bed early I think. Nothing else to do anyway. I think I am going to go watch a movie to get my mind off the quietness here in the apartment.

♥ me.
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