Exhausted, but overall a good day :).
So today was okay. I woke up at the crack of dawn... okay well not really the crack of dawn, but SUPER super early, 7:30. I had to be at work for 9. So I got out of bed, took a shower, and before I knew it I was off in my car to work. Work was okay. For some reason, I didn't feel as bubbly and happy today as I have been feeling lately. I kind of felt sad, tired, depressed and like I just wanted to cry all day, thinking about sad things and missing people, also thinking I'm a screw up, etc. There are four possible reasons I can think of for this: 1. I didn't have my coffee right when I woke up this morning which screwed up my system lmao, 2. the gloomy weather, 3. not getting enough sleep lately, and 4. my Zoloft might be wearing off which I hope it's not. I THINK the reason is the first one, my coffee, because after I had my first cup I was back to my bubbly, bouncy, happy, energetic, positive self :D! LMFAO. That is so bad.
Anyways. So, work was... work. It was a slowish day today-not many customers or phone calls. But ironically while the time I was there went by very slow, looking back I realize it went by fast. Which always happens. After work I went to Wal-Mart to buy new headphones, and to Dunkin' to get another coffee :). Then headed home and went to the gym with my sister and dad which was actually pretty fun. I did the Nautilus machine which works on my abs for a whole song, then I did the bigger Nautilus machine which works ur arms for one song, then I did the Eliptical for like 8 minutes before I got tired, and then I did the bike until my dad was done with his workout, and then we left, it was fun and I feel accomplished, I think I gain endurance and make my heart stronger every time. Which is good. I try to get there at least twice a week. Lately I've been slacking but I plan to be more serious about it. My weight and physical apperance is starting to really matter to me. Also, lately I haven't been as much of a pig as I normally am where I stuff food in my mouth like 24/7. Lately I have not been eating alot at all, except for usually dinner, and some munchies in the middle of the day, which I know is not healthy, but honestly I just haven't been hungry. However I feel like it's breaking me off my habit of eating rediculous amounts of crap every day. Which is a habit I need to break. So that's good.
So after the gym I came home, ate dinner, watched Law and Order SVU marathon from 9-11, and now I'm typing. I'm wondering what tomorrow may bring... here's hoping it's a good day. My plans are to wake up early (well, 11:00 at the latest), get dressed and do some productive things such as chores around the house, go to the gym, etc. Then I have work 5-9, go to bed and it starts all over again. If I want to have a great day tomorrow though, I need sleep, so until next time..
Anyways. So, work was... work. It was a slowish day today-not many customers or phone calls. But ironically while the time I was there went by very slow, looking back I realize it went by fast. Which always happens. After work I went to Wal-Mart to buy new headphones, and to Dunkin' to get another coffee :). Then headed home and went to the gym with my sister and dad which was actually pretty fun. I did the Nautilus machine which works on my abs for a whole song, then I did the bigger Nautilus machine which works ur arms for one song, then I did the Eliptical for like 8 minutes before I got tired, and then I did the bike until my dad was done with his workout, and then we left, it was fun and I feel accomplished, I think I gain endurance and make my heart stronger every time. Which is good. I try to get there at least twice a week. Lately I've been slacking but I plan to be more serious about it. My weight and physical apperance is starting to really matter to me. Also, lately I haven't been as much of a pig as I normally am where I stuff food in my mouth like 24/7. Lately I have not been eating alot at all, except for usually dinner, and some munchies in the middle of the day, which I know is not healthy, but honestly I just haven't been hungry. However I feel like it's breaking me off my habit of eating rediculous amounts of crap every day. Which is a habit I need to break. So that's good.
So after the gym I came home, ate dinner, watched Law and Order SVU marathon from 9-11, and now I'm typing. I'm wondering what tomorrow may bring... here's hoping it's a good day. My plans are to wake up early (well, 11:00 at the latest), get dressed and do some productive things such as chores around the house, go to the gym, etc. Then I have work 5-9, go to bed and it starts all over again. If I want to have a great day tomorrow though, I need sleep, so until next time..