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ugh! ive been so damn meloncholy all fucking day. im not sure why...changing in the weather?...who the fuck knows.
i just got done applying at zao island, they are going to call me next week. free mini golf for everyone haha, that job is going to rock.
ive been feeling kind of lost lately and sentimental for days gone by, i wish i didnt feel like this, however i cant seem to shake it. im just trying to get my life together and im disapointed in myself that i got off track for awhile. because i was doing really good saving for a car and working, and i was pretty much happy balancing my social life inbetween everything else.
i shroomed for the first time this week, and the second time. to many epiphanys while on that drug...maybe thats why my head feels so overwhelmed with emotion. but that is definitly the best drug thus far that ive done. its like what the fuck is going on, yet you know everything...good thing ill never go beyond that...pot and shrooms is where i draw that line and i absolutely dispise drinking now, im writting that off my list of things i take part in.
umm...i suppose that is enough for now...ill just sit here and chill with raka...wait for kaity to wake up...wait for people to call...typical day in the life of me.
i just got done applying at zao island, they are going to call me next week. free mini golf for everyone haha, that job is going to rock.
ive been feeling kind of lost lately and sentimental for days gone by, i wish i didnt feel like this, however i cant seem to shake it. im just trying to get my life together and im disapointed in myself that i got off track for awhile. because i was doing really good saving for a car and working, and i was pretty much happy balancing my social life inbetween everything else.
i shroomed for the first time this week, and the second time. to many epiphanys while on that drug...maybe thats why my head feels so overwhelmed with emotion. but that is definitly the best drug thus far that ive done. its like what the fuck is going on, yet you know everything...good thing ill never go beyond that...pot and shrooms is where i draw that line and i absolutely dispise drinking now, im writting that off my list of things i take part in.
umm...i suppose that is enough for now...ill just sit here and chill with raka...wait for kaity to wake up...wait for people to call...typical day in the life of me.