palm trees? beach...LUCKY!... lets start over here...

Mar 08, 2005 00:57

let me see... ive had a few wake up calls the past few weeks...yes yes i have

kim i got your message, do call my cell phone. 331-4073, id like to get some coffee...i owe you an apology as well...

me and brian broke up, which was without a doubt for the better because i have my two best friends back...kaity and raka, and i realized what i did to them...and to all of my friends...and i realized how much i lost myself...and although after 8 months of being with someone the heart break can be terrible...everything happens for a reason...and im doing just fine living with my grandma and such...unhealthy relationships are no good anyways...

i plan on taking a trip to cali in a couple of weeks with kaity and josh, they are going for good and im just being a brat and using the money i have saved for a car to get out of this town for a little bit...just give my mind a break...theres nothing but drug addicts and the same old shit here, i need a break so i can come back a better person and ready to start the rest of my life with college and shit, i even sent in my FASA stuff. whos proud? i am.

i hardly drink anymore...which is a good thing...a very good thing, i defintly had a problem for awhile there, but ive gotten away from it...not the partier i used to be i suppose...i guess everyone grows up some time...ha.

im ready for the summer of my life...and for things to start changing and for me to start growing up...it will be nice to see a palm tree too...

peace out my nickas...you know the number. use it. id like to hear from a few of you.

tay<3
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