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hmm..so i've been running and having heart attacks all at the same time. yes i am just that good. but i can't wait til spring. everything gets better in the spring. and my attitude starts being more positive. things start to brighten up and at least you can take long walks if your having a bad day. I HATE WINTER times a billiongillion.
i need more cds but for that to be possible i need money, therefore i need a job. perhaps i'll work with elexius at the icky lets get fat fastfood place aka mcdonalds. but no that would be disgusting x45738574. so yeah i need a job. blah.
my weekend consisted of almost..almost dying,looking for chris's number for 4574859 hours and still not being able to find it,lunch buddies date being cancelled fuck that i wish i was 16 and 3/4, john peeing out his window,alex talking BS to me,and sitting in a car place talking to a funny man who kept making fun of my weight. yea i have an extremely interesting life.
i wish things just stayed the same. i wish things didnt change but i guess change is good perhaps. just needs some getting used to. i need to get my mind off of these things. i need track to come to distract me from things.
i need more cds but for that to be possible i need money, therefore i need a job. perhaps i'll work with elexius at the icky lets get fat fastfood place aka mcdonalds. but no that would be disgusting x45738574. so yeah i need a job. blah.
my weekend consisted of almost..almost dying,looking for chris's number for 4574859 hours and still not being able to find it,lunch buddies date being cancelled fuck that i wish i was 16 and 3/4, john peeing out his window,alex talking BS to me,and sitting in a car place talking to a funny man who kept making fun of my weight. yea i have an extremely interesting life.
i wish things just stayed the same. i wish things didnt change but i guess change is good perhaps. just needs some getting used to. i need to get my mind off of these things. i need track to come to distract me from things.