[EDIT]
ok so that whole regret thing, yeah i lied.
grr, why am i so so fucking confused all the time?
whatev. anywho, i dont' regret it, it was fun, it was spectacular for the most part.
but its done. and i feel like i kinda miss him as well, i mean totally not that way, but just talking to him..whatev. give it some time.
schoool is always filled with drama like always.
but it would be boring w/o it.
and at least i'm not involved in a lot of it.
this XC season has possibly been my best ever.
i reallyreally want to go to a show. or perhaps a concert. i need some live music.
i'm redecorating my room. its gonna be like music theme. i already have tons of lyrics pasted in random spots on my walls. my old cds i think i'm going to like somehow paste around my closet. i don't know. if i had a friggen digital camera i'd take pics. but i'm poor:(.
i realized i really suck at guitar. i can't help it:(. went to open mic night thing adn this extremely hot emo boy sang my favorite bright eyes songgg. it was sweeeeeet.