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So I'm at work, and I should be working, but my boss is in her office, doing payroll, so I'm out here all by my lonesome, for now.
I love my job. Especially now that I know I'm staying. I just wanna know what ill be doing. I have been told that I would no longer be the receptionist, but it hasn't been bought up since. And that worries me some. Half of me would lovelovelove toget promoted. But honestly just the fact that I'm staying is good enough for me. I've never liked a job before. Its been like 3 months since I started and I have yet to wake up thinking " fuck. work." And think up possible excuses to call in sick. I even stay late. Which is rare for me. One thing I have yet to improve is my chronic tardiness. Ugh. I think that's probably why they don't tell me anything here, cause I always stay longer to finish up.
And speaking of chronic tardiness, I really fucked up this weekend. Saturday was Gema's 1st fashion show. And we completely missed it. Reason? Me. I woke up at 12 and the show was at 1 downtown. Yea. I felt pretty shitty. I really really REALLY wanted to go too. Despite all the shit that has happened, I was super proud of her. To see her going from sketches and designs she kept in a notebook, napkins, scrap pieces of paper during freshman year, to a full blown dress she made, that a model wore down the runway of a fashion show is amazing. And we missed it.
She didn't seem too disappointed when we got there. I don't know if she was hiding it though. She said she appreciated the effort (cause besides us [me] running late, we also got lost, parked like 20 blocks away, got the car back, and got into a fight for another parking spot.) I felt really shitty though...
Hmmm so I had to stop and do something, therefore completely losing where ever I was going with this. Yea... I think ill stop here...
I love my job. Especially now that I know I'm staying. I just wanna know what ill be doing. I have been told that I would no longer be the receptionist, but it hasn't been bought up since. And that worries me some. Half of me would lovelovelove toget promoted. But honestly just the fact that I'm staying is good enough for me. I've never liked a job before. Its been like 3 months since I started and I have yet to wake up thinking " fuck. work." And think up possible excuses to call in sick. I even stay late. Which is rare for me. One thing I have yet to improve is my chronic tardiness. Ugh. I think that's probably why they don't tell me anything here, cause I always stay longer to finish up.
And speaking of chronic tardiness, I really fucked up this weekend. Saturday was Gema's 1st fashion show. And we completely missed it. Reason? Me. I woke up at 12 and the show was at 1 downtown. Yea. I felt pretty shitty. I really really REALLY wanted to go too. Despite all the shit that has happened, I was super proud of her. To see her going from sketches and designs she kept in a notebook, napkins, scrap pieces of paper during freshman year, to a full blown dress she made, that a model wore down the runway of a fashion show is amazing. And we missed it.
She didn't seem too disappointed when we got there. I don't know if she was hiding it though. She said she appreciated the effort (cause besides us [me] running late, we also got lost, parked like 20 blocks away, got the car back, and got into a fight for another parking spot.) I felt really shitty though...
Hmmm so I had to stop and do something, therefore completely losing where ever I was going with this. Yea... I think ill stop here...