baby blues
I am totally suffering from postpartum depression. Whenever she crys I break down in tears myself.I feel like I am doing everything completely wrong.I feel extremely guilty for not breastfeeding her too.Like I've cheated her.I love her so much and I want what is best for my daughter.Casey keeps saying she is colicy and is telling everyone and its pissing me off.3 or 4 of his friends have came up to me and said "So Casey tells me your baby is colicy...Sorry about that" I doubt she is colicy. I just wanna hit them! I am really defensive when it comes to Paige and my decisions on rasing and caring for her. Earlier today she wouldnt sleep at all and so I tryed everything to get her to settle down. Rocking her,singing to her (my horriable voice probably made her more pissed off) Renee and I took her for a lovely sunday afternoon easter stroll threw the hood but still nothing would put her at ease for more than 15 or 20 minutes.My anxiety is killing me over this. Maybe she is colicy and I am just in denial about it. I dont want to admit that there might be something wrong with her no one with a child wants to.