Final Countdown
Five long days until I get to meet my little girl! I am starting to get pretty nervous and anxious about it now.So glad I am being induced!! I don't think I could have lasted a whole other week or 2 of this.I am going to miss feeling her kick and move in my belly but I can hardly move around anymore.Sleeping is a challange and some how I get enough to atleast function normally. I've started nesting too.(super cleaning)I think I am more worried about the house being clean since my mom is staying here for 10 days too. She is coming on the 22nd.(my induction day) and leaving the 1st.I can't wait to see her.I haven't seen my mom since October.She wants to be in the delivery room with me.I could really use her support but knowing my mom she is going to want to get a good look at EVERYTHING...if you know what I mean. I told Casey straight up...He is not looking there and he agreed he wouldnt want to see that either. Here is my biggest fear about child birth. Tearing or having an episiotmy (they cut your cooch hole to make room) I dont want any damage to my cooch what so ever! I'd rather have a scar on my belly then loose cooch any day! I have to go to the doctor on wensday and I think Cody (Casey's brother) is going to take me. Casey accidently asked for the wrong days off of work. Monday,Thursday and Friday. When it should have been Wens,thurs,Fri. Oh well. I hope the doctor says I am dialated so I don't have to go to the hospital that day. Seriously who wants to spend a whole extra day in the hospital for no reason other then to dialate your cervix?! Not my idea of fun. Also....I have never spent any time in a hospital. Except for 20 mins in the ER when I was having ligement pains.That doesnt count.I think I am more afraid of the hospital stay and what my body is going to look like after all this. I think its safe to say....I'm ready to be a mommy!