Dying Inside

Mar 08, 2009 17:40

Start With lyrics, Set A Tone
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Nine Inch Nails - "In This Twilight"

Watch the sun,
as it crawls across a final time
and it feels like,
like it was a friend.
it is watching us,
and the world we set on fire
do you wonder,
if it feels the same?

and the sky is filled with light
can you see it?
all the black is really white
if you believe it
as your time is running out
let me take away your doubt
you can find a better a place
in this twilight

from dust to dust,
ashes in your hair remind me
what it feels like
and I won't feel again
night descends
could I have been a better person
if I could only do it all again

and the sky is filled with light
can you see it?
all the black is really white
if you believe it
and the longing that you feel
you know none of this is real
you will find a better place
in this twilight

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I Have Never Felt So Lost..
So Desolent..
Destryoed..
Dissolving..

I Need Her.. I Want Her Back..
I Feel Like Stabbing A Knife Through My Chest, To See If I Still Feel..

Because Right Now.. all I Feel Is Loss And Depression..
This Kid Next To Me Is Watching Twilight Online..

It Hurts To Watch That Movie.. Because I Saw It With Her..
There Feels... Like There Is Nothing Left...

Without Her.. life Is Empty.. Darkness Is Dwelling..
And The Sadness, Fear, And Depression Are Swelling..
....She Was My Life.. Everything I Have Been In The Last Three Years..
Was The Person She Helped Create..

And That Person.. Me.. Is Gone..
There Is Nothing But An Empty Shell Floating through Life..
Nothing Feels Right.. Nothing Is As It should Be..
[sighs]

I Saw Her New Default On Myspace.. And She Just Radiates Happiness In The Picture..

It Burns Me.. It Burns Like A Knife Searing Hot On An Open Wound..
I Really Would Like To Just Die..

Thats Not even A Joke..

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Nine Inch Nails - "Zero-Sum"

they're starting to open up the sky
they're starting to reach down through
and it feels like we're living in that split-second
of a car crash
and time is slowing down
and if we only had a little more time
and this time
is all there is
do you remember the time we
and all the times we
and should have
and were going to
i know
and i know you remember
how we could justify it all
and we knew better
in our hearts we knew better
and we told ourselves it didn't matter
and we chose to continue
and none of that matters anymore
in the hour of our twilight
and soon it will be all said and done
and we will all be back together as one
if we will continue at all

shame on us
doomed from the start
may god have mercy
on our dirty little hearts
shame on us
for all we've done
and all we ever were
just zeros and ones

and you never get away
and you never get to take the easy way
and all of this is a consequence
brought on by our own hand
if you believe in that sort of thing
and did you ever really find
when you closed your eyes
any place that was still
and at peace
and i guess i just wanted to tell you
as the light starts to fade
that you are the reason
that i am not afraid
and i guess i just wanted to mention
as the heavens will fall
we will be together soon if we
will be anything at all

shame on us
doomed from the start
may god have mercy
on our dirty little hearts
shame on us
for all we've done
and all we ever were
just zeros and ones

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A Big Part Of Me Is Dead...
I Can't Seem To Find The Part Thats Alive..

I Can't Seem To Escape This Nightmare..
I Wake Up.. Shes On My Mind..
I turn On Music..
It's All Music We Fell In Love To..

This Summer all The Bands that broke up that we both love are back together..
and going on tour..

Blink-182.... No Doubt... Paramore Is Touring With No Doubt, Which Doesn't Help..

I Don't Know anymore..

I Just Wish...

I Didn't Exsist..

I Wish I Could Forget...

I Wish I Could Forget..

I Wish I Could........
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