The Thoughts In My Head... The Beating In My Heart

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So. Here i am. Letting my phone charge next to me in my kitchen at 12.41 pm, it's friday, july 6th, the year is two thousand and seven.

[sighs] i love jenna...
i love her so much.

next Friday there is this party that Jenna and I will be attending. it's semi formal yet bands will be playing so we can mosh.. which makes no sense.. ya know?

Anyway,
at this party there will be lots of hoes
Hoes, hoes, hoes, hoes, and more hoes.

and i've changed my ways from being so damn flirtatious, because that was bad. really bad.

i changed alot of things for jenna. i hope she can realize that..

i miss this...




one day Jenna and I will be married..

i seriously want to spend the rest of my life with this woman..
shes my world..

she's the air i breathe in..

and right now im choking.. because i can't breathe without her..
im gonna call her now..

i just.. i can't live without her..

death is creeping up slowly.. im holding it back with the light of my heart though..

third time is a charm..
i won't fuck up again..
i won't hurt her again..
i won't..
i guarantee it.




I Love This Woman With All Of My Heart.

[ william ]