Dec 29, 2005 09:46
I am at a strange stage of my life right now.
wait- arent I always at a weird stage? hahaha.
This one however is slightly different.
I am beginning to understand what I want to keep
and keep out of my life.
I think I know myslef a little better,
partly because I have been away from home
away from influences
and away from the old me.
Not that there is a new me, I am still the same
only this time around
I know.
I know what I want from myself,
I dont care about judgments this time,
because in the end it will be me
who stuck until the end
and will get me where I want to be- that I can assure.
It´s the concept of self-refferal.
Nobody is going to unravel my dreams but myself.
This is my life and only I can bring about my happiness.
Enough said.
Not enough done.
I cant wait to be home.
I miss certain indiviuals,
mainly a best friend and a dog.
5 more days for another beginning.
Lets do this.