queen of hearts sukka
Idon't know what is what anymore. My mind wont leave me alone. I'm tierd fo nothingness, but I'm ready for what's next. I'm drunk, alone, and very much lonely. Smoking resin fucking sucks. But missing and not being able to talk to your best friend sucks even more. And it's not like my life should be this way. This life has so much to offer, yet I partake in nothing because I am starting to think I am part dead inside.
When will I rid myself of this?
This is a spell only I can break.
But where is the will?
The people I love are kryptonite right now. I'd be shit without them right now. I fucking love them. Even the ones that don't understand.
On a brighter note:
Scotty, I can't wait until I see you tomorrow.
I'm going to kiss you until you are out of breath
and until I turn blue and die.
& then we will go to Disneyland the next day. FINALLY. AT LAST...
For now, this image is all I want to live. Nothing but love exists here.♥
I'm a mushy romantic when in love. so what.
When will I rid myself of this?
This is a spell only I can break.
But where is the will?
The people I love are kryptonite right now. I'd be shit without them right now. I fucking love them. Even the ones that don't understand.
On a brighter note:
Scotty, I can't wait until I see you tomorrow.
I'm going to kiss you until you are out of breath
and until I turn blue and die.
& then we will go to Disneyland the next day. FINALLY. AT LAST...
For now, this image is all I want to live. Nothing but love exists here.♥
I'm a mushy romantic when in love. so what.