Bethyl is eating my brain

Apr 15, 2014 16:28

I feel like I'm supposed to be too old for this shippy stuff. And then I remember who gives a fuck, seriously, rite? Right ( Read more... )

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abelina April 17 2014, 00:07:20 UTC
No, nothing traumatic, just I think things had reached the place where the friendzone could go no further and it was making me miserable. He still makes me weak in the knees when I run into him by surprise and we're still friends (he went on the most adorable geeky rant about Star Wars on my facebook the other day, and fanboyed over me seeing David Tennant). I just had to force myself to step back before it drove me nuts (and the stepping back drove me nuts as it was).

Yes, oh my is it ever nice to be writing again. Ten/Rose stirred the muses up and I still have that Spuffy love, so I thought I had better do this while the mood struck! I'm hoping to finish very soon. Chapter 15 is complete and the epilogue shouldn't take too long! Yay!

Ah, life choices. SOmetimes I feel like I'm a teenager pretending to be an adult and wonder how I manage to navigate life without falling down a hole. Of course it feels like it's only me but I'm sure it isn't.

I miss you and LJ. I kind of feel like LJ is dying a slow death along with the Spuffy fandom. It's so nice to chat with you :)

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xtanitx April 17 2014, 15:38:37 UTC
Oh no, you are definitely not the only one who feels that way. I'd like to think there will come a day where all the doubts and worries just disappear and suddenly I've got my shit together. It's not going to, but I enjoy being delusional now and then!

Lots of people use Tumblr now, don't they? When I get linked to something there, I end up terribly confused, and there's nothing I'm passionate enough about to get me to even TRY to figure it out. I AM AN OLD. NOW GET OFF MY LAWN. [grin]

I'm so out of the loop on Spuffy fandom I wasn't even sure some of the fic archives still existed. Was glad to see they do.

p.s. I'm in the middle of "Could Be You" right now. (I'm also in the middle of work. This is one of those perks I mentioned.) It's delish. Your writing is so, so good. Such a delight to read. Not to be too corny, but you know how there are authors you just trust are going to tell you a good story and tell it well? You're one of those.

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abelina April 18 2014, 00:31:53 UTC
I've ventured over to tumblr for the Ten/Rose, and it makes a little more sense now that I've been using it but even people that have been there for a while tell me it's the least user-friendly site ever. But it's PRETTY, so I see why people like it. If you ever decide to take the plunge, I'm abelinajt over there.

I don't think I've read much Spuffy in years, but I had to jump at the chance to finish CBY. I'm afraid the last two chapters aren't quite to the caliber of the rest of them, but it's good to be finished. I made the points I wanted and got in the smut it needed (I couldn't conclude a 16 chapter story that included at least 7 previous chapters worth of smut without a smut chapter). I hope not to disappoint. And thank you. That means a lot :)

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