i came to you with best intentions...
i don't even know where my brain is.
800 places at once.
i went to bed at 7... and woke up at 2:30.... thanks john mayer.
now ill be up til at least 5.
oh well.
so worth it.
my day was perfect.
it had its ups.
downs.
pauses.
fights.
long silences.
hours of talking.
precise plans.
some spur of the moment decisions.
and an assortment of disagreements.
it was weird. it wasn't really perfect in the definition sense, but it had variety and i loved it.
new favorite memory-
so john mayer does a tom petty- "free falling" cover. we were sitting on the grass in the far back center, and the lights on the stage were a purple tint. a little girl- probably no older than 4 or 5 was on her moms shoulders waving her arms back and fourth while her mom sort of swayed/ danced. when they turned side ways you could see the little girl singing.
their dark silhouette with the purple lights shining all around them with an acoustic free falling playing was probably one of the sweetest things ive ever seen. i literally teared up it was so beautiful. funny how the little things can do that. it was just another reality check. i really need to remember to put things into perspective more often. it's harder than i thought, and ive been trying to make a concious effort to do it.
another note worthy moment
-Jesse and I decided to go to some run-down-hole-in-the-wall-dark-off the highway pub with a flashing neon "OPEN" sign at 12:45 in the morning. we were somewhere near Port St. Lucie. i expected it to be dead, and when we went inside there was a row of old people at the bar- at least 10. it was the best decision. we were only there for 40 minutes. he taught me how to play some pool (the right way), and i sipped on some form of a martini that i invented while we people watched. and listened to some random music. the whole situation just made me smile- and for some reason feel invincible. it reminded me much of the scene that i picture when i hear billy joel's 'piano man' even though there was no piano or any form of live music for that matter.
the entire day was filled with a ton of those feel-good-goosebump-im really lucky moments.
i don't know if it was the ambiance, the music, jesse, or my buzz.
probably my buzz....
who knows.
cheezy as it sounds it was really exhilarating.
i actually felt like a grown up, even though im not, and i sure as hell wasn't acting like one.
anyway. i just wanted to remember all of it.
celebrate we will.
because life is short
but sweet for certain.
we climb on two by two
to be sure, these days continue
things we cannot change...
<3
800 places at once.
i went to bed at 7... and woke up at 2:30.... thanks john mayer.
now ill be up til at least 5.
oh well.
so worth it.
my day was perfect.
it had its ups.
downs.
pauses.
fights.
long silences.
hours of talking.
precise plans.
some spur of the moment decisions.
and an assortment of disagreements.
it was weird. it wasn't really perfect in the definition sense, but it had variety and i loved it.
new favorite memory-
so john mayer does a tom petty- "free falling" cover. we were sitting on the grass in the far back center, and the lights on the stage were a purple tint. a little girl- probably no older than 4 or 5 was on her moms shoulders waving her arms back and fourth while her mom sort of swayed/ danced. when they turned side ways you could see the little girl singing.
their dark silhouette with the purple lights shining all around them with an acoustic free falling playing was probably one of the sweetest things ive ever seen. i literally teared up it was so beautiful. funny how the little things can do that. it was just another reality check. i really need to remember to put things into perspective more often. it's harder than i thought, and ive been trying to make a concious effort to do it.
another note worthy moment
-Jesse and I decided to go to some run-down-hole-in-the-wall-dark-off the highway pub with a flashing neon "OPEN" sign at 12:45 in the morning. we were somewhere near Port St. Lucie. i expected it to be dead, and when we went inside there was a row of old people at the bar- at least 10. it was the best decision. we were only there for 40 minutes. he taught me how to play some pool (the right way), and i sipped on some form of a martini that i invented while we people watched. and listened to some random music. the whole situation just made me smile- and for some reason feel invincible. it reminded me much of the scene that i picture when i hear billy joel's 'piano man' even though there was no piano or any form of live music for that matter.
the entire day was filled with a ton of those feel-good-goosebump-im really lucky moments.
i don't know if it was the ambiance, the music, jesse, or my buzz.
probably my buzz....
who knows.
cheezy as it sounds it was really exhilarating.
i actually felt like a grown up, even though im not, and i sure as hell wasn't acting like one.
anyway. i just wanted to remember all of it.
celebrate we will.
because life is short
but sweet for certain.
we climb on two by two
to be sure, these days continue
things we cannot change...
<3