Jun 26, 2006 00:15
This song makes me cry a lot. Mainly because it reminds me of my mother. But it is extrememly sad. I love Blue October. I'm guessing from this song his mom tried to stop him from doing drugs and she either gave up on him or she died. The ending of this song is so fucking sad, oh my god. I love songs that tell a story They're so amazing.
I'm sober now for 3 whole months, it's one accomplishment that you helped me with.
The one thing that always tore us apart is the one thing that I won't touch again
In a sick way I want to thank you for holding my head up late at night
While I was busy waging wars on myself, you were trying to stop the fight
You never doubted my warped opinoins on things like suicidal hate
You made me compliment myself when it was way too hard to take
So I'll drive so fucking far away that I'll never cross your mind
And do whatever it takes in your heart to leave me behind
I wish I had a close relationship with my mom, or at least like my mom somewhat, I really fucking wish she got all her problems worked out. She doesn't understand how much she really means to me. I would do anything to have a good relationship with her. Most daughters hate their moms, would do anything to trade them. But trust me, when you lose her, it's the worst feeling. You feel lost, alone, insecure, unsafe. I miss her sanity. I miss her so much.