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I am feeling soooo bitchy, and I know I am bitchy. its cause I am stressed.
It is like the more I try and find time for something I need or have to do the more some one else finds stuff they want done and its soo much more important.
Like this weekend. I was full on ready to tackle what little homework I had. that was overshadowed for my moms desire to have me pay car insurance... Go figure.
I am still in that werid lull. where I dont sleep and so I feel insecure not in myself so much as the things I do. its depression no doubt but my mom wont get me help. I keep having freak outs and anxiaty attacks. I hate sounding so melodramatic.
well I am out ogtta get dressed I found some old picks from my vF account i will post them theyar e great.
It is like the more I try and find time for something I need or have to do the more some one else finds stuff they want done and its soo much more important.
Like this weekend. I was full on ready to tackle what little homework I had. that was overshadowed for my moms desire to have me pay car insurance... Go figure.
I am still in that werid lull. where I dont sleep and so I feel insecure not in myself so much as the things I do. its depression no doubt but my mom wont get me help. I keep having freak outs and anxiaty attacks. I hate sounding so melodramatic.
well I am out ogtta get dressed I found some old picks from my vF account i will post them theyar e great.