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Jun 02, 2005 23:43

I won't write much..I'm really tired. Today was really long and hard. I'm glad it's over. I had a doctor's appt and spent the whole hour defending myself from him and my mom. They were completely bombarding me. Why would someone resist getting better? Do they really think that I'm not trying? At the end Dr. C said that he was sorry if I felt pressured or upset (uhh yeah thanks..why couldn't you have said that 40 mins ago when i was just STARTING to cry?..yeah way to use that diploma on the wall.) Honestly..why do doctor's think they're so smart? Half the time they don't even know what they're talking about!
I went out to eat with mom. Later, she needed to stop somewhere to get a card because my Grandma's bday is in a few days or something. Well when I went in there..I saw the Father's Day cards. I've been wanting to get Dad one just to have it ready, but I hadn't had the time until then. Ugh. I felt so pathetic. Maybe if I hadn't been so emotional from the whole Dr. C thing earlier, this wouldn't have happened but who knows. I couldn't even read the cards because I couldn't see through my tears. It was like a damn movie or something..but it felt real..way TOO real.
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