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I've officially decided that life hasn't been agreeing with me much lately. Some of it I really don't feel like discussing to the world on the internet (as usual)...so I'll just say a few things. I've been feeling very used lately..and it reminds me of my dad because I feel so small and insuperior to people. I know I shouldn't...it's just when I get down, I think everyone is better than me and I just can't stand it. Being sick doesn't help either. Apparently I needed more antibiotics from when I had the flu then what I took. So I've basically gotten sick all over again. Mom took me out of school for like 45 mins yesterday to go to the doctor. She said that she "will no longer be treating me" because she feels too vulnerable with the situation with my dad...This was basically just a nice way of kicking me out of her practice. Once again, mom and I have been crushed by something stupid my dad has done. He had the court order her to our next (and billionth) heiring...and i kno i say that every time but they just keep coming. He's been on her butt about a buncha stuff like medications and what not for years now, so I really don't blame her..but i still really wish it wasn't happening because it's not my fault... :-/
Dan got in a fight with some random kid on the street Monday afternoon...long story...He was upset about some stuff that I'd told him had happened, and I think that might have made it worse and made him more angry. Ugh boys, they're so stupid sometimes!
Today wasn't too great either. I woke up not feelin too good, but I don't usually when I wake up anyways so I figured I'd get through it as usual. But when I was standin in front of the mirror this morning I practically passed out. I felt so dizzy and mom ran in to help me up, and shake me awake. She let me stay home even thought I reaaally can't miss any school, especially at this time of the year.
Wow. I suddenly really don't want to talk about the worst parts of my week..I'm just crushed by everything right now, and writing about even some of the smallest things doesn't seem to be helping...so yeah I think I'll write later... Angie.
Dan got in a fight with some random kid on the street Monday afternoon...long story...He was upset about some stuff that I'd told him had happened, and I think that might have made it worse and made him more angry. Ugh boys, they're so stupid sometimes!
Today wasn't too great either. I woke up not feelin too good, but I don't usually when I wake up anyways so I figured I'd get through it as usual. But when I was standin in front of the mirror this morning I practically passed out. I felt so dizzy and mom ran in to help me up, and shake me awake. She let me stay home even thought I reaaally can't miss any school, especially at this time of the year.
Wow. I suddenly really don't want to talk about the worst parts of my week..I'm just crushed by everything right now, and writing about even some of the smallest things doesn't seem to be helping...so yeah I think I'll write later... Angie.