Limbo
Im sitting here trying to enjoy my day off and all i seem to be able to do is wish i was far far away from here. I'm trying to figure out a place that makes me the most happy and allows me to be myself. Not many places can actually do this for me. Though one place comes to mind, but one of my good friends isnt there for a year and my other friend just doesnt want to even want to be there anymore, or even if i went would he see me, and for my 3rd friend who is there im not even sure where our friendship stands and im not sure i want to know. I don't see the point in our friendship, we can go weeks without talking, yet when we do have that chance HEH we don't.
I'm dreaming of turning my life around and starting fresh, I'm at the point where I feel pathetic and hopeless and very much alone. No one would understand my thoughts or their meanings behind them, well not here anyways.
I showed my friend here a poem i had written, she seemed to understand but yet she didnt, and then she didnt seem to care. I rarely show my friends here the things I write, and for the first time i took the leap i barely got a reaction. Kinda makes you wonder....
I'm dreaming of turning my life around and starting fresh, I'm at the point where I feel pathetic and hopeless and very much alone. No one would understand my thoughts or their meanings behind them, well not here anyways.
I showed my friend here a poem i had written, she seemed to understand but yet she didnt, and then she didnt seem to care. I rarely show my friends here the things I write, and for the first time i took the leap i barely got a reaction. Kinda makes you wonder....