Confusion
Im sitting here wondering where my life is going , all i think about is not being here anymore in the sense, im no longer happy at this point in my life. My trips to PA seem to do this too me. I am so different when im there and then i come back here to my sucky home and just wish i was back there again. The feeling that a part of me removed itself and now just leaves me empty inside.
Ive been home 3 days now and already my folks have bitched at me for things that happened when i wasnt even home. My friends, have barely even talked to me.
I hate this feelin that washes over me and i cant seem to control sensations, i have never felt more alone then i do at this minute. Gawd i just want to be happy again, not sure when the last time that really was *pa trip excluded*.
Ive been home 3 days now and already my folks have bitched at me for things that happened when i wasnt even home. My friends, have barely even talked to me.
I hate this feelin that washes over me and i cant seem to control sensations, i have never felt more alone then i do at this minute. Gawd i just want to be happy again, not sure when the last time that really was *pa trip excluded*.