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Since everyone thinks im a fucking bum thats mooching off of my friends i'd like to clear things up.
im am flat broke. my parents cant help me out because they are broke as well. so in turn im fucked. do you people think i like being homeless? fuck no its the worst fucking thing ever. the following is what lead me to where i am now, i hope people can understand where im coming from:
Last September my parents told me they planned on moving to Texas before the end of the year. they also told me it would be awesome if i moved in with them down there. i was really looking into it but was talked out of it by friends later on, which am thankful for....i never want to leave my friends and this town. anyway, i moved out in October (thinking the rents were moving soon) without having any money saved up into a very expensive living situation. i lived in that house from october to the end of february, i lived check to check with VERY little spending money.....most of my gas and food was bought by money i stole from work (see earlier entries). things started to go sour at the house and i really couldnt afford it anymore. my parents where in the process of moving so i couldnt stay with them and i had no money to pay rent at the beginning of march because i had just spent it on all of febrauarys bills. note: the whole time i lived at that house my parents never ONCE helped me out with money.
So from mid march to late may i worked and saved money while living with kevin and kristel (and it was awesome and i am forever in debt to them). i quit to go on tour in june. ALL of the money i made in those 2 months went to bills and shit for tour (buying/fixing a van...drum shit..) i came back from tour with enough money for bills for the rest of the summer (or so i thought, uhual didnt take 200 bucks out of my acct until AFTER we brought the trailer back, which fucked everything up)and wasnt planning on getting a job until i was totally done touring for the summer (whos gonna give me a hob for less than 2 weeks?)and then the rest of the tours were cancelled which totally fucked me.
so here i sit, jobless (not for long) and homeless (even more homeless than usual once im outta here...in like 2 days)
do people think i really like this? this is fucking a living hell and the most stress ive ever endoured.
endless thank yous to people that let me stay with you. i HONESTLY do plan on helping out your households when i get back on my feet with anything you need (chores, groceries, supplies).
and a big fuck you to people who talk shit and DONT KNOW SHIT.
so yeah im not trying to get sympathy, just trying to lay it out and show this isnt something i did for fun or something i wanted. im sorry if im a burden on peoples lives, i wish it wasnt like this.
im am flat broke. my parents cant help me out because they are broke as well. so in turn im fucked. do you people think i like being homeless? fuck no its the worst fucking thing ever. the following is what lead me to where i am now, i hope people can understand where im coming from:
Last September my parents told me they planned on moving to Texas before the end of the year. they also told me it would be awesome if i moved in with them down there. i was really looking into it but was talked out of it by friends later on, which am thankful for....i never want to leave my friends and this town. anyway, i moved out in October (thinking the rents were moving soon) without having any money saved up into a very expensive living situation. i lived in that house from october to the end of february, i lived check to check with VERY little spending money.....most of my gas and food was bought by money i stole from work (see earlier entries). things started to go sour at the house and i really couldnt afford it anymore. my parents where in the process of moving so i couldnt stay with them and i had no money to pay rent at the beginning of march because i had just spent it on all of febrauarys bills. note: the whole time i lived at that house my parents never ONCE helped me out with money.
So from mid march to late may i worked and saved money while living with kevin and kristel (and it was awesome and i am forever in debt to them). i quit to go on tour in june. ALL of the money i made in those 2 months went to bills and shit for tour (buying/fixing a van...drum shit..) i came back from tour with enough money for bills for the rest of the summer (or so i thought, uhual didnt take 200 bucks out of my acct until AFTER we brought the trailer back, which fucked everything up)and wasnt planning on getting a job until i was totally done touring for the summer (whos gonna give me a hob for less than 2 weeks?)and then the rest of the tours were cancelled which totally fucked me.
so here i sit, jobless (not for long) and homeless (even more homeless than usual once im outta here...in like 2 days)
do people think i really like this? this is fucking a living hell and the most stress ive ever endoured.
endless thank yous to people that let me stay with you. i HONESTLY do plan on helping out your households when i get back on my feet with anything you need (chores, groceries, supplies).
and a big fuck you to people who talk shit and DONT KNOW SHIT.
so yeah im not trying to get sympathy, just trying to lay it out and show this isnt something i did for fun or something i wanted. im sorry if im a burden on peoples lives, i wish it wasnt like this.